Here I Go Again...

Why do I do this EVERY TIME?!!!
Dylan just left here in his suit coat, white shirt and tie to go get his picture taken for his mission papers and also for a passport.  His mission papers will get turned in, in 10 days!!!
So why do I still cry when I've already been through this 3 TIMES?!!
Last time I'll be having to do this though and it has always been more than worth it!! 
This is rough...I mean, really, really rough!!
I need a harder heart, thicker skin and drier eyes!!
Can someone just hold me............
        for the next 3 YEARS?!!!!!